
Anybody remember that film back from 1998? No? Well, ever since I watched it I wondered if it might be a good idea to keep some kind of personal log. Since I’m no good at writing I found the idea of a personal video diary very tantalising.
Today I borrowed a small camera and recorded my way home with first one, then two of my friends and a part of the evening. I think I’ll keep the files only to watch them in maybe twenty years. Should be funny.
We had a very nice evening. Watching Push, eating sweets and drinking beer and some whiskey. I’m feeling weirdly blue/moody anyhow. I’ve got the strong urge to hurt me. I want to get drunk, take a blade and hurt me. I don’t know why. There’s no reason. Well, obviously there is, but I don’t get it.
I think I really am addicted. Maybe I just don’t need a reason, I just need to do it.
I won’t.
At least not today.
It’s 3 am. Gotta get some sleep.
See ya!
~Qatifa~


